Guys or a guy
So there is this guy (he’s kind of a man lol) i’m interested in and he’s older. Like 8 years older but I know if we got together it would just be bad timing right now. With school and trying to work and he is already established and has his own career. but i do like him I think. I like talking to him which is important to me in a relationship not just with guys but my girl friends as well. He makes me feel like i’m the prettiest girl in the world, which no one else does. but maybe that’s why i like him is because he makes me feel something. But idk we will see what happens. I would hate to have something happen and it not work and no longer be able to feel like that with him. ughhh.
So over the summer I lost 15 without trying. No exercising, no diet, it was just my summer routine that made me lose weight to be honest. I would go to bed at 3 or 4 a.m wake up at 12 p.m. EAT. go to work at 4 p.m get off at 8 or 9 p.m. Go home EAT. and that was my routine most of the time. Granted I would skip eating between the time I got up to the time I went to work. But it wasn’t purposeful. I had errands to run. Hanging out with friends. Eating wasn’t on my mind. & It’s not like I had work everyday.
But the point of my little rant is my mom is an amazing person and has never made me feel bad about myself or talked about the way I look or anything. But has made a comment once or twice saying “Atiana look at that belly.” Not sure if she was joking or being serious but i’ve never made a big deal about it like omg I need to lose weight. I have a belly.
Now that I don’t have a belly (I do but it just doesn’t stick out as much) she is telling me i’m too thin and need to stop losing weight! I need to stop talking about losing weight. You can tell you’ve lose weight in your hips.
REALLLLLYYY!!!! I am not too thin and how can you say i’m losing too much weight when you talk about losing 10 lbs all the time! IDK i’m just really confused. You tell me I have a belly joking or not joking you don’t know how I took it and now you’re telling me to stop losing my belly now.
The moment when you find out that your old gymnast coach is one of the people who pick the Olympic team :0